I'm Just Gonna Say It...

I LOVE THE OLYMPICS!!

I wish I had stuck with any of the Olympic-type sports that I have tried. Yea, sure you pretty much give up your life and do nothing but practice and compete. But every four years you compete on the world stage with all the glory and the entire nation cheering for you as their symbol of pure athleticism...

I have chills just writing about it =)

A conclusion I came up with..

Change happens for a reason. It can be a small change like switching shampoos or it can be huge, like learning that just because something isn't exactly what you wanted doesn't mean it can't be everything you had hoped for. True bonds, true friendships cannot be torn by distance, in fact *ahem* absence makes the heart grow fonder.  ;)

Life throws curves, some expected, some unexpected, some wished for, and some absolutely damned. The thing about life is that it goes on. And the best way to deal with it is to make sure that you know that you are the only person that can make it a good or bad thing. 

This summer has been one of enlightenment for me. I have not enjoyed this summer one bit. It has been lonely. But in a way it helped me to realize that things aren't always going to go my way. I will never be able to have everything I want and as long as I have a select few important people in my life to help me through, everything will be okay... even when I feel like the bottom has dropped out.  

To sum up...

.. everything fucking sucks right now!

Not Like You Need It..

..but good luck on your IT certification test Brother!!! =)

I Never Though I'd Say This...

..but I want summer to be over!! =(

Let me re-phrase, I don't want the weather to leave, but the sheer boredom that I go through day by day. I am living here with one of my best friends but we never get to hang out because we have complete opposite schedules. When I am here during the days I work, I get out anywhere from noon to 2 latest, shower, eat then do nothing all day. I have no money to shop or do any activities, plus I'm usually so tired that all I want to do is sit and then I end up falling asleep which keeps me from sleeping at night when I need to....

I need more life in this house!!!!

A Thank You

I would just like to take a moment to thank the East Providence Police Department....FOR NOTHING!!!

I was lost because Providence/East Providence Police decided to close off 3 exits on the highway without any notice or detour signs. So I decided to use my keen sense of direction to try and figure out the back roads (yea... that got me completely lost). At this point the rain is coming down so hard I cannot see and the intense lightning is the only thing lighting up the sky. 

I decided that I would call the Providence Police Dept. and they transfered me to the East Prov. PD...I explained how I am not from the area and that I am lost... the women very rudely told me that there are more important things going on and she told me to just go to a gas station....

HOW DARE SHE?! I am a girl, lost in a city, during a thunderstorm, at night... and she wants me to just pretty much let me guard down and get out of my car and ask directions?.... she's a damn cop, she should know better!!

My response, due to my stress level was.... "Thanks a fucking lot for nothing" and I hung up. Maybe not my best decision, but that bitch deserved it. 

More and more I cannot wait to get outta this place...

Let me just say that I haven't gone to the movies since the winter and then in the past 5 days I have gone twice! Obviously Hollywood is doing something right!! haha

On Sunday I went to see "Batman: The Dark Knight"... and it was awesome!!! I'm not big into seeing movies based in comic books (i.e. The Hulk, Ironman, etc..), but I felt as though this was going to be really worth seeing. In general, I was never a fan of the Joker (I have a thing about clowns) but I'm not sure if it was because of Heath Ledger's recent passing or because I heard that it was the creepiest and most psychotic portrayal of a comic book villain ever. Let me tell you, for 2 1/2 hours I was on the edge of my seat with such a nervous feeling because there was no way of knowing what was going to happen next!... and it doesn't hurt that Christian Bale is absolutely gorgeous =) even if he does have an apparent temper  

 To all those who aren't really sure if it is really worth seeing or just being hyped up... go see it, this movie does not disappoint!